1839 c/o Rebecca Tamás

soul sucker
pasty angel
little god

may you wake me up in the night with
your big head on
white and nasty
may you remind me that the hot creepy sweat
of my body means nothing
that I am marble cool down in my insides
where it matters

smile moonface
I am going to hold your beautiful self to me even in daylight
a sneaky curse against mediocre things

I am going to remain complicated and disgusting
skirt hitched up into the band of my tights
ugly and angry             luminous             untouched

hey moonface
stay right here my baby
maybe I don’t have to be in love
or change           or heal
or stop my dirty mouth

maybe I can just wheel around under your bright strange light
disturbed and happy and     bad     bad     bad